After over a year I apologize but now I return

Wow, has it really been that long since I have blogged here?? Surely there have been many events to blog about yet none have made it this far. I will try to update you on the more noteable and then bring you as current as I can muster. So....I will start with Dec. 08. we had what would have been an amazing holiday with all the family home (including mom and her boyfriend and the family dog) (not to mention my dear son who was residing at the time in a group home type facility) but the tension between my hubby and myself arose even amongst company and even our best efforts to maintain civility amongst company failed. (i hope that just made sense) long story short we fought for all to hear. yuck. other than that the holiday was perfect. In January I took the leap to go back to school. Took 4 of my 5 required gen eds. In February I took another big leap and left my hubby and home. Eventually hubby moved out to his own place and I went home. Shortly after we ended up sharing a car (again). I dated some, partied plenty and finished the spring semester in May with a 4.0!! GO ME! In June my son returned home on a permanent basis. after nearly a year my baby was home!! About that time hubby and I started re-working our marriage...everything was perfect...he was doing great handling me and the kids I was doing the same and the kids behaved in a manner of which I was beeming with pride. The summer flew by us in a flash I worked full time, my son went to a kids summer program and my daughter was enrolled in a new daycare which has been AMAZING! Hubby also worked and we spent much time as a family. We wrapped up the summer with the local festival, a family reunion and finally after nearly 2 years I got a trip home!! But the ending of the summer did not bring as much perfection as previously stated. I am now working 2 jobs....equivalent to 1 full time as well as going to school full time. My princess is going to a home based preschool program one night a week and my dear boy has entered cub scouts to a den with no leader at the moment. Life is busy. hubby is working 2 jobs as well. (you'd think we were making ends meet wouldn't ya) So.....the tension rose again and tempers have flared a few times....and well hubby still has his apartment so it's getting use. It's not all bad though and it will just take us some time to figure out our lives in non summer settings (at least I hope....cuz walking away is something I am just simply not strong enough to do and fankly I just don't wanna!) time will only tell. but you're basically up to speed on this life of mine...